Thursday, 12. August 2010 18:02
In the last ten years, the biggest lesson I have learnt is to recognize the Divine in every moment, whether that moment brings tears of pure joy to my eyes or tears of deep sorrow.
I had a very traumatic birth experience with my firstborn. I had him at home, as was planned with a midwife in attendance. When he arrived to experience his first sacred breathes on this earth, he could not welcome a flush of earthly air because both of his lungs had collapsed during the birthing process. He was quickly resuscitated and 911 was urgently called. He was transferred to the local children’s hospital where he stayed and then fully recovered.
One memory of that early morning that I will never forget, when I had my first experience bringing a child into this world, was the moment right after he was born. I saw the panic in the eyes of all who were in attendance. When I looked over to my husband, I will never forget the fear I saw on his face. Although those around me completely had a normal human reaction of panic, I on the other hand felt completely calm. I had a deep intuitive moment, where I felt that the Divine was telling me that everything was going to be okay and to trust him.
Later I would cry tears of sorrow over the experience of almost losing my son, but I will never forget that even in my most traumatic moment, the Divine was present. This has taught me that I am never truly alone. I have had the realization that anything and everything can be taken away from me, but nothing can take away my spirit.
Namaste